This is one of my very favorite pictures of 2018. Maybe because I think I was the happiest at this moment, reading a book in silence. I did many awesome things last year, had uncountable adventures but I think I have pushed myself too far and burnt out a bit. At some point I just didn’t want to meet anyone. I was not curious to see anything new, to talk to anyone, to look at sights or in the eyes of people or to think about anything. I got tired of the world and the people in it. This is quite a horrible thing to admit for someone super social, an extreme extrovert like me. Then when I stopped for a second in Buenos Aires to think about why am I feeling just sad and tired for no reason when I’m at my favorite continent ever where I am always the happiest, I could finally see it. I spent literally no time alone. I had no time to recharge, to do nothing, to just enjoy looking out of a window alone. The last years have been crazy, I have traveled to so many places, struggled with finding the money for the new adventures, and I never seemed to want to stop. I pushed myself into everything and I gave 100% of me wherever I went and whoever I talked to. I was always super proud of my inexhaustible energy. So when it actually ran out I ignored it for a long time. Because it is impossible. I cannot be tired. I want this lifestyle with every bit of my heart. Yes, I still do. But I needed this week alone in Patagonia, in my little cabin to find my peace with letting myself charge sometimes and just stop. That this is also part of me, and it is just a human thing. Letting myself not rushing towards my dreams but actually stopping to enjoy the moment. I am only learning to go slower and to look inside more and care more about myself. I naturally do the opposite but I want to learn it. At least I know that I have a safe place somewhere in this crazy world. Its called Patagonia. That is where I can always find my peace, no matter how messy my mind seems to be. . . . #peaceofmind #mindfulness #travel #patagonia #metime #alone #cabinlife #alonetime #findpeace #reading #90daycontentchallenge #90daychallenge #thosethatinspire Facebook Tumblr Tweet Pinterest Tetszik 0 2019. január 03. - lea.daranyi leadaranyi készítette ezt a képet. Tovább Facebook Tumblr Tweet Pinterest Tetszik 0 Szólj hozzá! travel reading alone mindfulness patagonia instagram alonetime metime cabinlife peaceofmind 90daycontentchallenge findpeace 90daychallenge thosethatinspire
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